Imagine yourself, a first generation college student, taking four classes at the local community college, and working part time to pay rent. You are trying hard to better your life, but cannot seem to handle the stress from work, school, and life. Class is going well, but Math is giving you the biggest challenge. Fail the class and you could potential lose the federal grant given to low-income students. Where can you turn for support? Nobody assists community college students!
In the heart of downtown Chicago at the corner of Jackson and Franklin sits the City Colleges of Chicago district office. Within the building, however, a nonprofit has emerged and is leading community college students to succeed “in work, in school, and in life.” This is the motto of One Million Degrees, to assist community college students both academically and professionally. Working with the seven City Colleges and two colleges just south of the city limits, One Million Degrees (OMD) is supporting students who otherwise would not receive any type of personal or financial support. This is where my role in Amate and AmeriCorps comes into play.
As a Program Assistant at OMD I work with a caseload of students, or scholars, ranging in age from 18-50 years old. Most are the first in the family to attend college. Some are new to America, and are trying to figure out what type of career will help improve their life. Almost all earn below the poverty line, whether themselves or their support system at home. The students I work with face a number of challenges on a daily basis, but their desire to learn is what motivates them to succeed.
I check-in regularly with the students in my caseload and work on everything from goals to academic plans. Through phone calls, emails, and in-person meetings, I am able to deliver personalized support and refer students to outside resources in the Chicago area. Further, once a month I help facilitate workshops that help students develop professionally. Working on everything from resume development to speed networking, it is a unique opportunity for individuals in the program, and an excellent learning experience. In fact, recently thanks to a partnership with Brooks Brothers, all first year scholars in the program were fitted with professional attire for them to use for things like interviews. One Million Degrees is an incredible learning experience for all those involved. I knew I would enjoy interacting with the students in the program. I knew some would learn from me, and my previous experience. Finally, I knew I would learn something from them.
I had a unique experience recently with one of my students. He came to me unannounced, visibly stressed, uneasy, and upset. We talked for over an hour, and I hardly spoke a word. He told me his experience growing up, the neighborhood in Chicago he still calls home, and his hopes for the future. He also told me the guilt he sometimes feels for bettering his life, when many of his peers are struggling or in jail. Finally, he shared with me his personal struggle growing up a minority, in a racially divided city. I studied Sociology while an undergraduate, and know the terms, theories, and general struggles. Never had I heard someone give a firsthand account so candidly though. His story was personal, alarming, and eye opening. It made me reconsider the work I was doing, the “difference” I was making, and my overall thought about the students in my caseload.
Looking back, his story makes me think of the sociological term “luxury of obliviousness.” If you have never read the book Privilege, Power, and Difference by Allan Johnson I encourage you to find a copy. In the most basic terms this phrase references a number of notions directly related to power and privilege in our society. As a white, college educated male, I know I am one of the most privileged individuals in this country, let alone this world. I recognize that given my privilege it is up to me to work towards social change. However, being white I still had the “luxury” of not having to think of the minority experience on a personal level. If I chose I could remain “oblivious” to the stories and experiences of the students I work with, but how would that help me understand them on any kind of personal level? As fate would have it, my students would not let me be oblivious to their experiences; and I am definitely thankful that many of them are willing to share. Though I may not be making a huge difference in Chicago, and certainly not in the communities the students live in, I can only hope that I am making some difference in their lives. Sometimes I am skeptical, but having a burning desire to assist my brothers and sisters is what motivates me to work in the social services sector.
Recently, at dinner, we had a guest from a local church where many of my housemates attend service. The Pastor of the church said something that I found very fitting for this blog. We are not meant to change the world. It is not necessarily our responsibility. We cannot solve all the world’s problems. In my short, one year at Amate House, I will not make a significant difference. I will not change multiple lives, nor will I be remembered far past the next volunteer. But I am fine with this because I know for this short period of time I am doing what I should be in a struggling community. Though I cannot change the privilege I have, nor can I shift privilege to another group, the least I can do is work towards social change and equality. To do otherwise would be an injustice.
May I leave you reflective over this quote allegedly said by Saint Francis of Assisi. “Preach the Gospel at all times; when necessary, use words.” Don’t speak the words of Jesus. Live it in your everyday life. Love thy neighbor, and recognize his or her struggle. Finally, do something.
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